有些事是永远都解决不完的，每个人都因该学习放弃适当的事物，换回一个解脱(这些话到处都听过,可是就是没勇气做出来)。长远来说，放弃后对自己只有好处。人总会被“放不下”，“舍不得”的心情捆住，但是 执拗在执拗。。。到最后还是毫无意义。觉得自己常常很顽固，一样东西想千万便，得不到方法，还仍然在思考。近来醒觉后才发现原来自己浪费了很多时间。很多时后本来可以轻松过日子，但是偏偏要让自己苦恼做人。。。

”学习多爱惜自己，无益的事别想那么多，无益的事别做那么多，无益的食物别吃那么多。“这是妈妈常用耐心说出的。在深思考，这是智慧的话。”学习“多”爱惜“自己，并不代表学习自私。

我的华语还看得明吧？

Can’t help, for being tired and unable to express anything here. “Think Aster… think… you can’t abandon your Blog”. Been sitting here thinking what to say for almost an hour. Looking back on my previous Blog, wondering how I did that- talking so much nonsense.

This was planed, to move on, so this Nov I’m back to a lone ranger life. The result was expected. I am unsurprisingly enjoying being alone. Not needed to talk for the sake of talking. Keeping quiet, non-stop thinking. So… I guess this is a stage where others will compliment you being “mature”. I doubt if this is a good thing to happen in life. As teachers in schools always reward the obedient, quiet, matured student. But… what if every student tends to be discipline, obedient and mature?

All right, at least I dropped something here. It’s my favorite Bedtime again. Umm… I wanna dream about… something not related to anything I know.