Archive for October, 2009

Past tense

by Aster on Wednesday, October 28th, 2009

Happened to be around my childhood place last night. Been years without entering that area. Felt curious to know how it had change, so I drove in. Driving down the hill, where my elder brother and I used to walk back and forth to school every day. Looking at the place I used to stay… life was so simple (simplest in my life) during those days. Memories keep flashing back; feeling weird feelings. Shadows seem to be so strange and real at the same time. Not really used to the view I’m viewing the place because was much shorter during that time. Things seem to be so huge when you were young.

Past tense:
…Discovering the mini forest in the back yard.
…Playing Ice&Fire in the playground, together with the other kids (one of them was my childhood crush).
…Hit by a football right into my tummy while walking in the playground.
…Getting lost to tuition class when my brother is not with me.
…Throwing sands on the neighbor’s sausage dogs (they are having 10 of them) and being expelled.
…Playing “harvesting” on the small piece of land in the car park.
…Feeding the wild cats behind my mother’s back- that causes the cats make themselves a home in the huge flowerpot, and then my mom will put them into a box and send them to far far away.
…Humbug my cousin sister to consume gold fish’s food.
…Breaking into my own house.

Life become more and more complicated when we gain more and more past…

Ashes words

by Aster on Wednesday, October 14th, 2009

Anyone can easily love or like something
But it take dedication to be long lasting
Influences come and go from many direction
But your dedication to that something is what keeps you away from falling